I'm sitting on the couch with one twin in my lap who is sprawled all over me and has fallen asleep, one twin in the rock-n-play asleep and my 3 year old in her room. I'm starting at the twins thinking, 'how did I get this lucky?', 'what does my life have in-store now?', 'how can I show them equal love and not favor one more than the other?'...so many questions. And I ha e no answer but to go day by day. When I was I pregnant with my 1st, I told myself what we would have planned in the next 2, 4, 6 years ahead of us. But when the twins surprised us, I don't think about the future anymore. I'm cherishing every day like it's my last with these girls.
Then I think, how can I love these girls equally? They each have a different personality already! 3 year old loves to play, twin L loves to snuggle and twin R likes the attention. They are perfect in God's eyes and I pray everyday I can give them the love and show them love, like my mother did and has for my sister and I.
Being a mom of twins is awesome. It's like a inner self challenge with myself seeing what I can prove to the world I can do. And then being a mom of all girls, is stressful lol. Thinking of the future for dresses, dates, weddings, cars.....i guess that's why I don't think in the future no more lol!! The only thing I wish is, i wish I had a 3rd arm so I could hold all 3 girls at one time 💜
The best thing in my accomplishments so far, is carrying 3 beautiful girls that I get to call mine, forever! Xoxo
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